Change
Been having bad days lately. My mood swing is acting up again - it has been the cause of my usual emo mood.
Today could have been a good day, but a certain teacher kinda made me feel all hopeless, useless. Just so you know "teacher", F you! I talked to my mom about it. But, she was on that "teacher's" side. I know that "teacher" was right about it, but, the way she explained it to me was degrading me and indirectly saying that I don't deserve any chance or opportunity. I DESERVE EVERYTHING THE WORLD HAS TO OFFER AND SO IS EVERYONE!
It was a wake up call for me. It hit me hard that I fall to the ground. I need to do something about it. To prove her everyone that I deserve everything! Show everyone what I can do and will do for myself.
Other than that, there are still things that made me all confused. About my friendship. I am not trying to question my friendship or judge anyone or lose anyone. But, something felt misplaced. I feel misplace.. I feel like doing something about it. I did do something about it only to sink even deeper.
If only I know what to do.
Gah! I hate feeling all lost and confuse - who does!. I could walk down the path of living with it or I could change what needs to be change. I choose to change. Do whatever it takes to change.
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