Ruq's

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha! :D

Its another raya day with cuzzies and family :) Though it started out as a bad morning :( Well.. enough about today.

I haven't been posting up much lately. I was busy with dance practice with Dae's that I hardly had time to blog about it. Now that cca closing is done. I'm Free! n it's HOLIDAY :D December is approaching fast :( to fast :'( Oh well, life must go on~ will be a year older next year, hoping to be wiser.

Let's talk about Dae. I miss you guys!! It has been 3 days since we last saw each other! I miss the happy moments with each and every one of you guys and I miss dance practice :( I can't wait for our outing this MonDae :) I miss our Inkigayo performance and our Music Bank :) I love the song Wedding Dress and memorized the lyrics :) The only reason to go back to puccawuppa is Dae. Dae is my everything :) I love you Dae.

Will be posting up soon! Something came up :P

This is a late post but hey! I'm FREE! :D

The first thing I did to declare last Friday my Independence day was watching this! At Empire with Faiz, Hajar and Umniyah. Actually Rabs and Farina were there but they attended the University talk which was also held at the Empire. Confession!! That was my first time in the Empire lobby! Sakai ku yo! :P


This movie is absolutely to die for! Killer graphic details, killer sound effects. It was the best doomsday movie ever made! People did have different opinions about the ending. But hey! Its better than a really suckish ending like this cheap boring movie.


So yea. I can't believe that I decided to go to puccawuppa! But I would avoid going to Bobochopydongdong. I don't want to take the risk of losing myself and feeling down just because of that place. Plus I have Korean Culture practice to attend to. It almost felt like field performance and that opening performance of Pesta Sukan Remaja but without the pu2 people :'(


My PS2 is busted! It couldn't play any of my game! It keeps saying " PLEASE INSERT PLAYSTATION 2 DISC" Bukannya ku babal! auuuu! ku masukkan cd ps2 dah! bukannya cd biasa tu!! I don't think my PS2 is going crazy and beginning to only work on golden discs :(. That is why I turn to another alternative~ computer games!! Hafyz is looking for an online multiplayer game and last night, we ended up with this game "Sword of the New World" just because Hafyz said "Rugged sal kalau d tembak, orgnya terabang" Haha! Apakan... Anyway, will be wearing white for the Korean Culture performance :D aku nada white jacket :( Must.... buy...... one......

The form 4's had their Talent time today :D. It was fun to see them so "into it" though there were lots of mistakes and technical difficulties here and there. But, I enjoyed watching 'em. That person looked good today :D

Nabil was spotted in a subway station in Paris :O IN HIS SCHOOL UNIFORM! LoL! Sakai ku photoshop ani eh :D

This is yet another confession. Aku banarnya ada kembar... kembar empat :P So... yea. That explains everything XD

Hey! My first ever DotA experience using Garena and I lost! Eventhough I win based on all the scores. I used Crystal Maiden for the second time and opponent whose nickname was asz2410 used the suicidal goblin bomber guys *I can't remember the name*

So anyway, I lost but I won in the end. That dude is suicidal! but his tactics proves effective against my character. I will win the next time I see him!!  :D

I'm getting married! LoL! I am currently obsessed with yet another Korean song, Wedding Dress by Tae Yang, he is one of the members of Big Bang. Here's a picture of 'em.


The picture obviously showed you which one is TaeYang right. Anyway, his MV did look like Doushite by DBSK. But, what the heck, It was the best of 2009! Here's the MV :)


Anyway, I love it! Though I still don't like his hair... and those tight pants... Something casual would be nice :P

Hope you'll like it :P Mimi did :D

Today was rather a disappointing day for me. I had my hopes high just to see it crashing down in the end. :D Still in the end, I should feel happy that I'm still alive and well :P

I had a fight with mom... I think. I don't know. I refused to wash her car today :P because I was too busy with my cuz plus I am still not in the mood because she refused to watch 2012 with me today. If she had the time to decline my offer then I might as well decline hers as well. Its a win win situation! Though I should not have refused hers.

Its troublesome when you can't really talk to your parents about the things that is going on in your head. They don't seem to understand us quite well. They always say to us that if we ever have any problem, just tell them. But, when we do, their answer would either be "Jangan th d pikirkan tu" or "Sekali, kenapakan? masalahnya jua tu. Yang kau kn sibuk2 kenapa?". That sort of thing. They never really give us any real guidance on how to face it. They just simple told us to avoid it, when, in a way it really is your problem to begin with. With that sort of "guidance" from our dearly beloved parents, we turn to our friends.

Having lots of friends is also troublesome and also some will be there for you when you need them most. If I'm really pissed at my parents, I would be so damn angry at my friends, to let go all of the anger towards my parents by releasing it to someone else. As stated that "Berdosa jika menderhaka terhadap kedua ibu bapa". My friends would be the victim. I am the type of person who easily forgives someone. But now that I realize, there are some who won't accept forgiveness. I know saying "sorry" wont change a thing and what was said cannot be taken back. But, what do we have to do to change it? If we can't seek forgiveness? I mean, even God and prophet forgives everything and everyone. I think I've said enough. I don't want to feel sad tonight.. who does? I just want to live a happy life that I deserve.

Yes! I'm putting a Noroi on the school! Noroi means a curse* I thought it was Bobochopydongdong's fault. But, in fact it was the school's fault!

Bubble bubble Happy Bubble
Bubble bubble boil and bubble
Turn the school upside down
Be gone pain
Be gone with all!

There goes my Noroi. Lets name the school something else, pucawuppa! Redo the sentence!

There goes my Noroi on Pucawuppa. Bobochopydongdong wasn't at fault at all. But, Bobochopydongdong is part of Pucawuppa so, F-You! n You!!

Sigh~ I'm still sober...................

Still sober.........................

Sober...............

Sober...............

Sober...............

Sober...............

DONE! Okay! No more :D Life must go on~ Though it hurts but it has been like this for years so~ whatever. Not much of a difference :') sadly

Sober............

Noroi Noroi~


The MA4 PRS held the game of the geeks today. It was tiring! But it was somewhat Fun. Got the chance to hangout with Doraemon today. I miss him. I really do! Smile always Doraemon!

A friend of mine, she's a girl, she's my friend.. so that makes her my shefriend. apakan! wadapak banar! Anyway, she and I and another shefriend, took a lot of invisible pictures. I'm still trying to figure out how to post the pictures on Facebook.


So hey, I'm moody tonight. Says my previous post. And Nabil disappeared!

G'night!

PS. I wanna watch 2012 tomorrow!

Yes, it went out of control
No, nothing will be forgiven
Can't blame anyone for that.

Nothing but an old crush
Can't help but feeling crushed

Never a dull moment
But, it was there all along

No one seem to care
Nothing seem matter anymore
What was lost had been found
What was found is once again lost
Will it be forever?
Or will it soon be over?

I lost my head again
Promised never to let go
Never had anything to hold on to in the first place
Nothing seem matter anymore
No one seem to care

Another addiction! I am seriously addicted to facebook games! Here is a list of current FB games that I'm addicted to:

Masa ani~ ada org craving sushi~ aku ani malas jua kn email arahnya gambar sushi~~ so~~ Here's the sushi yg ku janji kan :D

So~ Bayo was.... EASY! I think.. it felt easy, I managed to do it, I fell asleep.. So YES! EASY! Hoping for an A~ :D                                  Bayo = Bio. Lol! Apakan aku ah!


The counseling room is as dull as ever. Its all in my head. But, my mind is set to "dull" mode the moment I enter that "room". I'm in the mood for naming things. Lets call Counseling Room, Bobochopydongdong. Lets redo this paragraph once more.

Bobochopydongdong is as dull as ever. Its all in my head. But, my mind is set to "dull" mode the moment I enter Bobochopdongdong. Lol. Salah bunyinya :P. I can't blame anyone or Bobochopydongdong for making me feel that way. I just can't help it. The course of life made Bobochopydongdong "dull". It affects everyone making most of us trying ever so hard to avoid Bobochopydongdong eventhough it wasn't his fault. I'm sorry Bobochopydongdong. I just can't afford to face you, at least not now. Abiskn exam~ baru th~~ kali......

I'm in the mood to make plans with my cuzzies for this upcoming December holiday :D Bukannya ku belayar, nada ku sanggup kn jaga adiku arah kapal terbang or manasaja di luar negri. But, I want to go KL or UK, oh~ angan2 saja lah :') emo th ku ni malam ani sal tekanang. Lumpat2 ku lu atas katil.


*Lumpat*


*Lumpat*


*Lumpat*


*Lumpat*


Done! Not emo anymore. Whatever.

I met Kym and Farina before I went home and Kym asked me "Is sitting next to a girl you like considered making a move?" and I answered "Making dinner for a girl you like is still not considered making a move". Apakan... Lol! From my opinion, making a move is verbal indication to let someone know that you like that person both directly and indirectly. Bla bla bla~ I'm a clairsentience so what do I care. :P

I went out with my parents and my babybroraz and ate at foodzone somewhere around.... Gaydong? I can't pinpoint the exact location :P apakan.... aku nda tau namanya saja :P


Then made a quick stop a Le'Apple. P aku menyamal, parents ku nda mau balikan aku cake.. a five layer chocolate for my dessert. Sigh.. KARIT!! MASIH LAGI KU MENYAMAL NI!! LOL.

A random thought came across my mind while I was surfing the net. I was thinking of what to do n what not to do if I get trap under fallen debris of concretes after an earthquake. Not that Brunei had any.

If your building collapses, climb under your table and practice yoga postures.

Had a wonderful day today, though, it wasn't what I expected, but it certainly was awesome :)

It was certainly a fulfilling Sunday :D I didn't waste my precious time like I did with my previous Sundays. Today, Cuzzie Wardah held a 'makan-makan' event. A special event just for her Dad's and Mom's side of the family. There were lotsa people! People I don't even know!! But, It was fun :) It has been a while since we had that much of a gathering :)

I woke up a wee bit late so I rushed to take my bath and all. Had a really really really small and short breakfast and off to KK! Kampung Kupang.