Saranghae (L)
I haven't been updating my posts properly this past few days mostly because I was to lazy to do so plus, I'm not in the mood XP. No lah~ Just busy with some stuff :D
I hung out with lots of different crowds this December holiday, finally reaching out of that barrier that I created years ago. It was fun! It was exciting more or less like an adventure. Getting to know people like I used to and just talk about stuff.
Hanging out with the Dae members was an entirely different thing. The 4 days practice made us bonded as if we have known each other for quite a while. Apparently I'm the dad and a grandfather to the other member which was kinda awkward since I am one of the most playful members in Dae :P There's my mom too in the team and we call her Leadja XP. I am impressed on how well Dae members get along. I miss Dae so much.
Hanging out with Izy, Zirah and Amalia too is an entirely a whole new chapter in my storybook. We too get along pretty well... Mostly because of the STEP and MS youth project but, it was fun considering I'm the only guy in that group :P Another outing will be expected soon because we will be shooting a movie :P
Being with my family is too a different environment. But, I'm kinda so used to it that I just couldn't find the spark anymore. Don't get me wrong, I love my family, mom, dad, lil bro and everyone in it. But, there is just something not worth mentioning :P Move on! :D
I tried connecting with my usual friends. But it seems pointless because I didn't even get a reply. Oh well.. perhaps they're busy with their holidays and such. Don't say I didn't try. Plus.. This last few days, I left my phone "powerless" and I didn't bother to charge it since I have no credits to begin with.
I hung out with lots of different crowds this December holiday, finally reaching out of that barrier that I created years ago. It was fun! It was exciting more or less like an adventure. Getting to know people like I used to and just talk about stuff.
Hanging out with the Dae members was an entirely different thing. The 4 days practice made us bonded as if we have known each other for quite a while. Apparently I'm the dad and a grandfather to the other member which was kinda awkward since I am one of the most playful members in Dae :P There's my mom too in the team and we call her Leadja XP. I am impressed on how well Dae members get along. I miss Dae so much.
Hanging out with Izy, Zirah and Amalia too is an entirely a whole new chapter in my storybook. We too get along pretty well... Mostly because of the STEP and MS youth project but, it was fun considering I'm the only guy in that group :P Another outing will be expected soon because we will be shooting a movie :P
Being with my family is too a different environment. But, I'm kinda so used to it that I just couldn't find the spark anymore. Don't get me wrong, I love my family, mom, dad, lil bro and everyone in it. But, there is just something not worth mentioning :P Move on! :D
I tried connecting with my usual friends. But it seems pointless because I didn't even get a reply. Oh well.. perhaps they're busy with their holidays and such. Don't say I didn't try. Plus.. This last few days, I left my phone "powerless" and I didn't bother to charge it since I have no credits to begin with.
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My thoughts of the day:
To what extend will you show your love to someone. Like my previous thoughts, I would give my all for that person. There was once a person that feel in love with not because of looks, but, that persons everything. But that led me nowhere nor that I have a reply or anything to end what seems to be one sided and that left me with a wound so deep that it would've taken my life if I didn't make an effort to face it as I should. But, this led to something else. It made me want to have a relationship that is based on how that person looks or just because I'm attracted to that person heck without even knowing that person! Not much of a different to a slut. The only difference is that it didn't go on as a serious relationship and I don't get paid *nor do I had sex with 'em :P jk jk :D Haha. After going through that "love story" mostly tainted with black rather than white memories. I found another love. Yet, I don't have the courage to face or even accept it because I'm not sure of the outcome. So right now I'm living my carefree life. I told my bestfriend that I'm not ready for commitment. After some serious thoughts, I would let the universe have it its way. Having said that, I will work my ass off just to get the things I wanted. Love, wealth, health, everything the universe has to offer. As for love.. It'll come by, It's no use if we force ourself on finding love. Let it come to you and once it did cherish it, hold it and never let go of it.
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Love, Ruq
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